Unspoken Tears

Can I cry from now into oblivion?
Will every tear drop take me farther from the pain?
I miss you.
I want to hear you again.  I want you here again. 

Continuing about the journey.
 Alone once again, never what I thought I would be.
Those promises.  Forever? Empty and broken.
Where is my forever?  Where is my fairytale-ever-after?
The prince in shinning armor;
nothing but a monkey in rusty attire.

Missing you.  This is not what I agreed to.
I loved you unconditionally.
Where was the return in my investment?
Why am I not deserving.  I tried to be all you needed.
Not enough.
I want to hear you again.  I want you here again. 

I want you here.  Need your touch, reassurance.  
Still uncertain of what's going on; I miss you.
Another tear falls.  Abandoned hearts.

Words never said. Regrets come far too often.
Will you ever understand?
I want to hear you again.  I want you here again.