Please Listen....

**my one sided arguement, funny because most of them were that way.**




PLEASE listen..

i hurt
how do you think that is me?
i could never be
that person

i have never been that person
i am me
you know me
the me you fell in love with

remember her?

yea that's me
me

i am me.
i don't cheat
or betray, backstab or any of that shit

why
would you think so
after all this time
after all we have been through
why me

why now

i am worth it

i fucking swear i am
yea the questions have been asked
i am becoming more popular
odd in that its never been.

awkward
i am awkward

the attention is not something wanted

i haven't sought it
never been on this territory before
i am not the hunted
i am always the one seeking
the reversal is odd.

but regardless
i don't want any of it
i don't want it from anyone except you

fuck

can't you see?
no blame comes easier
accusations come quicker
hurt
breakdown of communication

why do you think that is me?

if i was that
i would have shown you that sooner
don't you think?
i wanna scream
i wanna cry

both
same time

this isn't right

its not fair
i have no rebuttal room
no chance to speak or be heard
cheating is a lame excuse
i don't go that route

i know what i have

i know what i want

and cheating isn't the way
to have or keep either